IF ONLY this break is really a holiday..

I'm glad to have this 2-weeks break, away from school and waking up early and looking and feeling like crap..

I have to say, school hasn't been a really happy place for me since school started..

Its no longer filled with joy..

But then again, this break is not exactly a holiday either.. Yes, it isn't, though I very much wish it is..

School's only halfway done or maybe less than that, and here I am, looking forward to the end of the semester, or rather, end of the whole school year?

Been doing some little plannings with Esther for our Taiwan Grad trip, nothing solid has been done up yet..

But I guess indeed, the thought of the trip is a motivation for me to stay strong and press on..

I have to, isn't it?

After 2 years plus, I can't refuse to press on just because school is a dread..

People say one last lap, but how much effort do I need to finish this last lap?

I wish I knew...